Pink is my Signature Color

Had two needles one on my hip and the other lower back. Dr. Fatouh said that because of the chemo it otherwise brought on the pain I feel in my bones. As for my arm, I have to be vigilant and doing exercises and wear sleeve when necessary.  Damn, cried like a baby...it hurt!!!!

Getting procedure in back area for pain. I also have the beginnings of Lymphomia I. my arm due to radiation.   Physcial therapy and compression sleeve is in order. Geesh....always something. Tired of feeling pain all over my body especially in my chest. I have plenty of pain pills to keep me high all year. 

When I came out of radiation,  a lady and her daughter gave this to me. She told me that they did this as a fundraiser and wanted me to have this. This little girl started the program and will be forever grateful to making me feel special and loved. I cried!

If I kept wondering why, I would drive myself crazy. I have accepted the fact that "I have cancer". No matter how many times I say it, I still can't believe it. Oh well, we will see what tomorrow brings. Peace Out!

He is so funny but he knows his shit.....20 more days...yipeeee

Everyday the thought enters my mind if cancer will come again in some other form. I met a lady today where this is her 6th cancer starting with breast cancer. I can't help these thought but I have ro remain strong and believe in my faith to help me....just a thought♡

I get to see Dr. Thompson today. 23 more days. Kinda weird that all I see every time I come in are older people. Is cancer that selective to knock us out? They all have such great attitudes.  I just look at them and wonder, how will I look in 30 years?

So glad, so tired!

The reality of cancer is no joke. It rips your body apart of what you thought was normal. Yeah, I have bad days but I also have many good days to. Remaining positive is the key! That's my GOAL!

Kinda weird coming in getting chemo today. After this is radiation. ...wooo hoooo! Saw Dr. Elia said things going well. A couple new meds coming my way. Will add to me regimine. She said I lost 13lbs..wow!

Dr. Thompson said everything going well. My BP was perfect, no fever, oxygen great, now just have to work on sickness:(

Uggggggg nausea.  Doc said to pre-medicate myself now in the mornings. We can do that. Meeting with Dr. Thompson today.

I am so nausous thought I was going to throw up. This was my first week in. I just can't get past the clicking noise to make ME feel better!!!! See you next week radiation. 

No nausea today, blood draw...in out!!!!

I wish I could say it was great but it was nerve racking. This hugh machine took pictures first then the treatment.  I watched while the arm floated around me making clicking noises. I was in and out 20 mins.  Boy, do I feel nausea!  Can't wait til tomorrow!

Left fake boobie getting a fill today. Thank you Heather.  Feel pretty good so far. I am truly blessed. Good Morning!

Radiation starts this week....yea haaaa. 15 mins in and out for 5 weeks. I hear its a piece of cake however it does make you alittle tired. Still afraid of being toasted inside. Dr. Thompson just laughed.  It's not like that.