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Chemo on Tuesday

I have 2 more sessions to go and I am through. Dr. will monitor me and will have some scans to check for signs of cancer. I feel tired. Cant seem to get enough rest so my energy level is down. I went back to work FT and its taken a lot out of me. I juat have to remember that my health is important and to take it slowly. Happy Halloween Ya'll! Me

I feel like

YUK. Enough said!

Feeling very BLESSED

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I went back to work today working for a non-profit.  It feels good. I have always wanted to give back and help others, it's my degree, it's what I do best. This has been a wonderful intervention from the man above. Thank you, will do my best! Me

The Other Appointment

I usually get this done at the same time as the breast exam but due to unforseen Breast Cancer it didn't get done. Lets just hope that this will be a good response.

My body hurts

I guess it will take time to heal. One thing that I have learned is that I have SLOWED down. Its time to really listen to my body and try to get healthy again without all of the drama of a fast world. Me

Home from the hospital, I never thought

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Edited...this happened earlier this year. Yesterday, I was hurting in my stomach, can't eat and a headache.  When I came home, things changed and I could not go to sleep, everything seemed to intensified like no other.  I called my doctors office and was told to got the ER.  We did, I have never siezured before. It was the most awful thing I have every experienced. I would hold on to Tim and tell him that it "hurts, make it stop".  All he could do was hold me close and reassure me its going to be ok.  In the end, I had massive pain meds and something to help me sleep. We were in the ER at 11:00, Tim left about 3:00am and I ended up in a room about 5:00am.  The doctors came to see me this morning and told me that it was a combination of the chemo drugs, pain and everything else to cause a "perfect storm" per the doc.  I will be seeing my doc and my records will be sent next week. Lots of questions for her. I am home now and Tim is by my side making ...

Celebrating Survivors at Arrowhead

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What a great day. Did pre-game and half time show during the Kansas City Chiefs and Raiders. It was nice but now I am hurting like a big dog. Shower& hotpack on my back. Love my Timmy for being with me to celebrate.  Your the best♥

Chemo kicked my butt today!

What can I say.. ugggggh

What do you think Dr. Elia?

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Today I get my check and chemo today from Dr. Elia. Two thing: This will be the last of chemo and secondly, to be told that I am cancer free. Love the sound of these simple words. As I look around, I see cancer seems to like older people.  All research points to people over 50 have the tendency to show up. It doesn't matter if you are black or white.  Cancer knows who you are. Feel ok and thinking about my book that I will be writing.  What shall I call it? Hum...

Sometimes it's hard to process

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Sitting quietly makes you think about things going right or not so right. I found myself asking a million questions, but can't seem to get a confirmation of an answer.  Its frustrating but if I can just look at the big picture and not freak out, that will be half the battle.  Things v will work out. I just need to stay prayed up. All is good.

Well Unemployment is in place

Now I just have to find some insurance and a job.....Trying to stay positive.  Can't lie, its hard but I just have to tighten up alot of things. But you know, things will pan out and will be ok. I believe in God. There is a reason why this is happening but something good will come out of all of this! ME