Living in my own personal hell
At doctor's office today checking in with Doctor Gerken 4 pain all over my body. Seems like it never stops but I just tried to push it down not think about it. I don't really talk to anybody about it so it's my own personal hell. After this appointment, I am going to my dentist. All of my teeth are broken, and I have an infection in my mouth. All of this is caused because of radiation and chemo. How does one stay positive? It's hard. I don't want to take any more pills. I'm tired I just want to be strong again. I just want to be me again.