ON GOING PAIN
This morning the pain has been horrible to bear within the last week. I have been silent but taking pain meds to help. My diabeties has not been good. It is it so easy for it to get out of control and I NEED to bring it back in with everything else. Right now, I am feeling lost in where to start again. I was told once that I should not be so hard on myself but I have to in order to get past these emotions and pain. Will check in at end of week. Let's me challenge myself to move forward. PAIN IS TO MUCH