Pink is my Signature Color

Good check up. I checked out great! Will need to do a mammogram.  WoHoooo!

Can you have PTSD from having cancer?

Still good to go and cancer free. It's been a long hard road and have so many people to thank.  Love you Tim for staying by my side and lifting me. Family, friends and most importantly my Lord and Savior.  KEEP CALM AND STAY FREE!

Wow. It's real that that the chemobrain has effected me in a way of working. I can't perform like I use to. Comprehension, skills, lifting is a challenge. Getting good my tumor marker checked.  Right now, am not in a good place emotionally.

Didn't get the job again. So many thoughts are going through my head. I just dont understand why. I try so hard especially now but it seems it doesnt count anymore. I just want to feel belonged somewhere for at least 5 to 6 years. I have to wonder is it because if chemobrain, how old I am, the color of my skin, my degree, not enough experience, to happy, to agressive, to little experience, to much experience,the temp agency(on a contract and it cost to much to get me out) WHAT? I was told DON'T GIVE UP yesterday over and over. Sounds inspiring but hard to believe when you have been knocked down so much.

Makes me happy today! http://spaceskc.com/photos/art-bra-kc/

Wow. Not a good day. I was once told you have good days and bad ones. I guess I need to keep praying and hoping that things will get better. I hear the words and I see them but that bad ju ju just wants to kick it with me. Maybe if I keep telling myself that I am amazing, it will sink in! Make myself a note: I am amazing