Pink is my Signature Color

Today is a good day, I still hurt but it is my new normal and it is ok. I am truly blessed by God to be alive and have such a wonderful family and friends for support.  If you keep thinking positive and surround yourself with positive people, you begin to feel and look better. Keep God close to your heart and never let go. Kacy, thank you for such wonderful words of wisdom: Good Morning: Endless Possibilities. .. QUOTE OF THE DAY: Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved. Williams Jennings Bryan Your life today is what choices you have made. You can change your directions in just one moment. You can choose to not give up. You can choose to make a difference. You can choose your possibilities. You can choose to take a chance. There are so many choices to make. The choices you make will build your future. This is your life, so no matter what happens, make the best choice possib...

So what I know is that yesterday was not a good day. The side effects of my medication is totally kicking my ass. My body hurts so bad and it takes everything that I have to get up in the morning. My only relief at this time is taking medication. I'm tired of taking it I'm really tired of taking my cancer medication, but it's saving my life. I have to keep telling myself fight through it, be strong. I can do this! I hate you Gabapatin & Anastrozole ! http://www.drugs.com/gabapentin.html

Post check with my forever pain with Dr Fetouh. Chemo really did a number on my joints and body. I wake up in pain and go through pain the day and night. I guess it's about management now. Sometimes I just can't deal with it. What else can I say. Cancer you suck but I'm not going to let you beat me.

Post surgery feeling pretty good. Still having pain in my bones but pushing through. Starting to excerise and cutting back the soda, sweets and junk food. Off to a great start...now I just have to stay on track!

It always make me nervous  to do my checks but it's important to stay cancer free. I have been lucky to have the best of everything.  About 3 weeks ago, had my breast tweaked by Dr.Holding. going back and forth I finally decided  to do it. I'm glad and now they are even and tummy is a little  flatter too. Still struggling  with the pain from surgery  but doing well. I now have to concentrate  on excerise and loosing weight. This is really hard. I know right now, I still get so tired but that is from not working out. I told Ashley that I did not think I have resolved the fact that I have cancer, I don't know. What I do know is that it is a struggle battling the every day pain in my body.