Pink is my Signature Color

Sometimes I get down thinking about my cancer and it makes me so angry. I NEVER thought it would happen to me. I try to stay positive, don't think about it and even call it names but somehow the feelings still surface when I least expect it and makes me cry with intensity.  I'm not the only one who feels this way and sought help to resolve the up and down emotions. Keep fighting, stay strong all great mantra's for today. You will not beat me!🙉

Well, found out that my blood pressure is out of control. Yep more meds, this one scares me cuz if I don't miss one dose (have to take 2 daily)it could cause a stroke, it's that strong but effective. Gabapentin - helps with hot flashes and help me sleep. Gotta say that cancer changes everything in your body. But I will NOT give in and CANCER you will NOT beat me!

Feeling good. Still dealing with all over body pain (which is my new normal). I can't believe how far I've come. I don't really think about my cancer returning. It just seems like a bad dream really.

Today is a good day, I still hurt but it is my new normal and it is ok. I am truly blessed by God to be alive and have such a wonderful family and friends for support.  If you keep thinking positive and surround yourself with positive people, you begin to feel and look better. Keep God close to your heart and never let go. Kacy, thank you for such wonderful words of wisdom: Good Morning: Endless Possibilities. .. QUOTE OF THE DAY: Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved. Williams Jennings Bryan Your life today is what choices you have made. You can change your directions in just one moment. You can choose to not give up. You can choose to make a difference. You can choose your possibilities. You can choose to take a chance. There are so many choices to make. The choices you make will build your future. This is your life, so no matter what happens, make the best choice possib...

So what I know is that yesterday was not a good day. The side effects of my medication is totally kicking my ass. My body hurts so bad and it takes everything that I have to get up in the morning. My only relief at this time is taking medication. I'm tired of taking it I'm really tired of taking my cancer medication, but it's saving my life. I have to keep telling myself fight through it, be strong. I can do this! I hate you Gabapatin & Anastrozole ! http://www.drugs.com/gabapentin.html

Post check with my forever pain with Dr Fetouh. Chemo really did a number on my joints and body. I wake up in pain and go through pain the day and night. I guess it's about management now. Sometimes I just can't deal with it. What else can I say. Cancer you suck but I'm not going to let you beat me.