That women in the mirror
It has come to me that I can not stop looking at myself in the mirror. I would say that acceptance is what I am trying to get my head around. I use to have DDD breasts and sometimes proud of them, now they are gone because of cancer. I keep telling myself that it is all a dream and that I need to wake up but, when I look in that mirror, I see them gone and tell myself its REAL.
Some days, are good and others are the bad. Having cancer changes you in so many ways and on different levels, what I know is that it is REAL and your whole life changes. I keep telling myself, keep pressing forward, stay strong and FIGHT! I know that staying in my faith, keeps me going. I know that there is a reason as to why this is happening to me but only known to Jesus. One day, it will be revealed. For now, when I am in front of a mirror, I can only say thank you for keeping me alive!
Some days, are good and others are the bad. Having cancer changes you in so many ways and on different levels, what I know is that it is REAL and your whole life changes. I keep telling myself, keep pressing forward, stay strong and FIGHT! I know that staying in my faith, keeps me going. I know that there is a reason as to why this is happening to me but only known to Jesus. One day, it will be revealed. For now, when I am in front of a mirror, I can only say thank you for keeping me alive!