I am so scared

I am at the hospital for the first of my tests, CTA scan for my stomach. OMG they can't access my port, the RN even used a LARGER needle. So.....the IV Team was called. If my port can't be accessed then the IV goes in my hand......Nooooooo!

A simple procedure is going to an hour before my actual 15 scan. This sucks considering I'm scared already. :(