The Cold Hard Truth

Today, my feelings are all over the place.  I am mostly fearful of what will be happening within the next couple of weeks.  I keep looking on the internet for examples of my surgery and what I have been seeing has been scaring me to death. Ok, I got my lecture from my husband and Dr. to STOP looking and just relax.  It might sound so easy but it really is hard to do.  It is amazing how the mind will wonder if you don't keep it occupied.....I keep thinking of the "what if's" Right now I have to put everything in Gods hands and just trust him.

I met with Dr. Thompson, my Radiologist and he told me that I have a 86% survival rate. Now a days, doctors don't mix words and just say what they have to say.  He also said that there is no guarantee that my cancer will not come back but the type of cancer I have, makes me very lucky and I caught it early.  Of course, there were tears and I could not contain myself but its the cold hard truth.  I just never thought it would happen to me. For now, I just take ONE DAY AT A TIME and keep fighting.  Its going to be ok! Thank you all of my family & friends for being so supportive to me. To my husband and anchor, I love you for being my rock and a soft shoulder to cry on.

Me