3AM, home and NOT comfortable and the clock ticks

First day at home and cant stand the pain. I just cant comfortable.  When I was in the hospital couldn't sleep there with doctors in and out of my room. I get it they are just making sure I am progressing, I just found it an expensive nuisance.  I to say may care has been excellent to save my life.

I have to also say that I had a great conversation with a Pastor and an a volunteer.  I owe everything to God. I had this incredible experience where is hands were all over me, a calming peace that everthing was going to be ok.

I know at this writting that it will pass my sleepness, I feel it. But stop being funny God.....can I sleep NOW?