I'm so nervous I can't breathe
So many things happening today which has me upset and scared shitless! I just have to remember to breathe!
A very long time 06/17/22
Today I am visiting with my Oncologist, Dr. Elia who I heard will be retiring soon. I am grateful that she has been with me through the years with my care. Today has been 10 years since diagnosis and I can’t lie it has been extremely difficult. I’ve had great days and bad days. Since my last visit I have lost 8lbs (172.8). Great news but the whole body hurt, vomiting has not stopped. If she takes me off anazolole, thoughts of will my cancer come back? I would be looking over my shoulder for sure. Yep, this chic is scared. Let’s see what she says…
