In My Head

It's the new year with so many questions and thoughts of being healthy. I guess its normal to feel this way. Sometimes I can't stop my mind from wondering. What I know now is that I will be going to some support groups to help with my thoughts.  It is so hard and I really don't think that I have come to grips with the fact that I had breast cancer.  I look at pictures before and wonder, did I have it then?  THIS has changed my whole way of thinking and life.  I try not to take things for granted and to give whatever I can, I pray and pray some more just to give me strength to get through the day. THIS is what I have at the moment. It's one day, one moment, one second at a time.  I just need to give myself a break and just know that it will be ok.......