Thought: My body has been through

Ok, the last week or so have been about my body and how it looks. I keep going back and forth about fixing my boobs or not. My chest still hurts and I don't have all my strength still. Tim's says I shouldn't because I have been through so much but my head says do it. One side bigger than the other and still have radiation burns on my left. I don't know....I am Alive one more year and more to come. That should be the least of my problems.  I need to love myself more beyond the scares♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡