Here we go again..

4 and counting for blood draw. I think I am actually scared this time.

After 3 years you would think that I would be feeling ok. I feel my regular Dr. is not listening to me about what is happening. However, I must say I am one to not get to fussy about my pain level. I just hold it in until it reaches a point that I can't manage it.

I take 6 different meds and it frustrating. My pain level has always been a high 8 but I have been taking an over abundance of Tylenol 1500 in one day to be exact. Dr. Miller did tell me not to go over this which I have not but it's crazy I take this daily just to function.  My neuropathy seems to be picking up strength and I can really tell it.

Oh my stomach, I am so disgusted by it. Had the surgery to take my muscles and put in my chest for my breast. The normal person would bloat down there, I bloat up looking like I am preggers. But the worst thing about it is that I don't eat much and I don't understand. Yes, yes, I workout some, walk when I can and still the same.

My lymphatic arm is a mess...I struggle with this one because sometimes I have a hard time using it.

Arm, stomach, feet, all over body pain...I can't take it anymore. Thank you Cancer for giving me this horrible gift! 😤😡

Just venting..I just need it today!