May 25, 2021 visit with Dr Elia

 So much has happened since my visit with Dr Elia, I don’t even know where to start except that I have had my 2nd vaccine for COVID. CDC says that if you have had both shots you should be ok and don’t need a mask. Let’s see, kinda scary out here because that has given the yahoo’s out there to NOT wear. Oh well, I digress….kinda scare to get my tumor marker after 8 years. I still experiencing all over pain due to the chemo medication. If it goes away, I can be pain free. We will see what Dr will say. My mind is all over the place and filled with doubts and fears. If truth be told, the FEAR is real.